Lair ..

C: "You do this everytime! EVERYTIME! What do you have some kind of redar?! 'I might be happy so it is time to sweep in and shit all over it?!'
B:"What ? .. No. No , Look I came here to tell you something. I made a mistake. You and I.. "
C: "YOU AND I NOTHING !! You cannot do this to me again! You cannot jerk me around!"
B: "Listen.. It is different!"
C: "Oh ! It is never different! SIX years of never being different! But this is it! I am done! Don't call me ever again! Forget you know my number, in fact, forget you know my name!"


And then you come around again ! AGIAN ! and tell me this, agian?!. You know what. Screw you.
I am done waiting for you to change! I cannot go through this agian ! I won't let you do this to me again !
I love you, but I can't anymore !

I'm done.

So .. I have actually had an awesome day today. Okay, sure I could have done without the eglinsh essay, but that is just a part of it. The part where I was at the school was all right. Kinda nice to see the most of their faces again considering is has been almost a week since last time..
And work was sort of nice. All right, we could have needed a few more to take care of the people , but it went okey . We had fun . :) .
And Maria came by . Oh , I miss her so much . <3
And then, when we left from work, something entirely new happened to me .. The people who work as to look after we don't steal came by . WAW ! never had that one happen before . Most of us thought they were an urban myth ;) .

But . I am fighting inside. With my dreams for the future. And my parents so don't get me. and they treat me like .. argh .. It is frustrating ! And I'm done. I am done with living at home. I need to get out of here. I love them so much, but. I can't anymore.
But besides that , I have had a good day :)